i feel sick to my stomach right now.
i just woke up from a nap and i had a dream that i took you to a park when it was really dark and we snuggled and read books to each other by flashlight.
the sick part is that i just woek up and realized that not only was it a dream, but that that would probably never, ever happen.
i'm moooooving out of b303b and into b304a. yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy. :):):)
just hearing a stupid giggle about ugly cows means a lot to me.
if nothing ever happens with this, the friendship that we have will still mean more to me than most other relationsihps i have.
also, today i have been the most gluttonous i have ever been. i've eaten about a box of kashi strawberry fields cereal. it is amaaaaaaaazing, but i feel like i have to hide it becuase it's organic, i didn't realize until i got it back home, but i don't want lindsey to see it because she'll probably sass me for eating organic food after i've sassed her for so long about it.
i ate scrambled eggs and american fries and apple juice this morning at work. then i came back here and slept. then i woke up and ate more cereal. then i ate pretty much, half a can of whipped cream. and a box of nerds. and then i had some chinese food. and a can of coke. this is disgusting, but i am awesome, so it's okay.
there is so much crap to worry about right now, but a phone call, nerds, and how happy my fish are is keeping my mood up. i will have to post pictures sometime over break. i am almost positive that miranda is pregnant, but i can't really tell since she normally, unpregnant has a little balloon belly. gladys is so tiny and cute! she needs to poooop! she likes to hang out under the filter and spin in little loopy circles when the bubbles are so intense and powerful. professor stuart fancyfins is cuuuuttteee too and he has a little black spot on his lip and he is cuuutteee and his back fin is really wide and ohhh gosh. AND HOLY CRAP, my snail is so fast! today he went all over the outside of and insde the cave on the inside. hooooly crap i wish i could live in there just for a few seconds and just enjoy it. oh man, i forgot to mention that the snail likes to suck his way up to the tall plant and tip it over because he's so heavy. awwwww cute little snail baby.
ow, these nerds have ripped up my tongue, i think. :( it hurts!
okay, time to study.
i would like to give a rose to the year 2006 for making it known that lindsey lohan is a firecrotch. luckily, i am an extinguisher crotch. let's do this!
i feel really good about this. :) i am filled with happy, good, calm feelings about life. my heart is very full, in ways that i didn't think it could be.
i am buying a box of 52 chocolate chunk and raisin oatmeal cookies from work tomorrow. i am pumped!
also, in case none of you know this, you can only tranfer money into your checking account six times in a month. anytime over that, you get a "you've transfered too many times" $5.00 fee added to your account for every time after six. nobody told me this and now i am $15.00 poorer.
tomorrow i get my sexxxxxaayyyy "hey bruxism sucks and i will probably have TMJ in a year or two" retainer. i am pretty pumped!
i got my sexy specs on tuesday and they're very cute if i do say so myself. my mom makes fun of me becuase i sort of wear my glasses far down on my nose like the little old lady that i am, but that's where they feel comfortable!
i need to start packing tomorrow, for sure. i am very excited and anxious! i get my own room! i have my own space that i don't have to share with tabitha "i love wolves and mickey mouse and ruining kellie's life" peterson and oh gosh i love life.
this is really funny beuacse i just saw megan's reply to my last comment about her meeting tabitha and apparently tabitha didn't really get along with me. who knew? i mean, i wrote that last paragraph and then read the comment. eh, nobody is reading this anyhow i am typing to nobody.
blah blah blah haven't you people ever heard of closing the rahblah door no ablahblahb we can't say "goddamn" on tv we suck really bad please don't buy our records and mayhbe we'll fall off the charts forever blah blah blah you can't see our eyes we are so emo and our hair is so greasy and long that we hang it in front of our faces because its cooooooooooll!!!111
i think freckles are my favorite physical characteristic on anyone, ever.
FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE FROM WARREN OR STERLING HEIGHTS OR UTICA OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT, STOP TELLING EVERYONE IN THE MYSPACE WORLD THAT YOU ARE FROM DETROIT OR "D-TOWN REPRESENT!!", PLEASE. IT IS OBNOXIOUS AND YOU JUST WANT TO LOOK SOMEWHAT HARDCORE BUT YOU KNOW THAT IF YOU EVER HAD TO ENCOUNTER "HARD TIMES" YOU'D RUN TO YOUR PORCHE AND DRIVE BACK TO YOUR BAJILLION DOLLAR HOUSE.
i don't care how this entry comes across. it's annoying.
I AM QUITTING LIVEJOURNAL. YOU ALL BLOW AND I AM VERY ANGRY AT YOU ALL. NOBODY COMMENTS ANYMORE AND I AM KEEPING ALL OF MY STUFF.
to say that the past three days have been an emotional roller coaster is a serious understatement. i cannot wait until the 18th. i have not ran through my prose since the last tournament and i have coaching tomorrow with nicole. the only time i could coach was when i eat lunch so i guess i'm not eating tomorrow. fuck me.
i wish that sometimes, i could make myself be selfish.
i'm off to roll around in bed for an hour and then fall alseep.